Tuesday, June 14, 2011

The rights of the wronged... Arabian Women

"If a man is accused of infidelity by his wife, she must prove his guilt, but if a woman is accused, she must prove her innocence"

I just finished watching the touching true story "The Stoning of Soraya M." and I'm still shocked and disturbed by its contents.Soraya's husband had her stoned after accusing her of adultery, even though she was completely innocent. I cannot imagine the injustice of this as I sit here in my American suburb, but I can feel the terror and the pain. I respect religious ideas, but I do not respect injustice through religion. It breaks my heart to here them say "Allah is great", as they murder women and get there pleasures. The law that gives them permission to do this is called Sharia which is practiced throughout Iran,Afghanistan,Nigeria, and other places around the world. This law puts entirely too much power into the hands of men and allows them to obstruct justice for their own means, the world sees the after-effects when its placed in the hands of sadistic men like Soraya's husband.  I am looking through Google as I type to to find something that I could do to help these women,Soraya's brave aunt gave them a small voice,but it needs to become LOUDER! I am never for the taking away of peoples rights,but I am all for justice and if that means the end of the horrible infidelity law above, I pray to God that it happens.




You cannot call something law unless its seeks justice for ALL the people it applies to people. These Arabian women deserve a voice to keep their blood from crying out to us all!

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

P H A S E S

<3 I am so angry, I feel so unjustified, I feel like screaming, because life isn't fair, it doesn't treat me right or good. I stumble continually, falling slowly and painfully in amazed terror.
Ugly not only invades my exterior frame but is all through my interior,it slowly rots away ,deterioates feeling, numbing joy, maximizing pain, subcumming to fear...all in all leading to the death of my soul. 
What is love? That I have no feeling toward it . It doesnt become anesthesia for my pain but further allows my pain and burden and heartbreak. I go through phases of this every 6 months and though it wrecks my emotions,it brings a healing. I must allow truth to overcome me on my journey to find joy and love. 

Jesus hold me when Im down and out, be my Comforter, my Abba when times are so hard.  Give grace and mercy everlasting, cuddle me till the tears drop no more.Change me into your will, your beauty, your way. I am Yours Lord I am Yours <3


XoXo <3


Music of the Day:


Jesus take the Wheel- Carrie Underwood

Monday, May 16, 2011

Random

 Daily


Daily 
I push,pull n push again is there no win?...
In this sin...
Desire Fueling fire...that inspires my nitemares, YES I'M SCARED...
Torn between two worlds...A downward swirl of trail and error or want n terror
Like clock work I'll stop work...ing towards the better me...
Flesh loses the civil war instead of He...I am crumbling steadily....
N crying for my plea bargain.... ur grace please just a taste....
Maybe then it will slow my pace of inner destruction n immoral sudduction....
To this world n lifeless traditions...my only supersition belief...
help me...save me..Lord raise me for every new battle...
Daily <3

Friday, May 6, 2011

Summer 2011

I am officially a junior in college, WOOOW, college life is going way to fast!! I'm gonna be out in the real world in just two more years!! *Big Sigh* Anywho I have some poems I wrote and wanted to share. They are slightly repetitive hahaha, but they make you think! 


What if life was as simple as smile and a quickened heart beat
What if it webbed and wobbled but never fell down
What if it granted your every wish n desire
What if
What if it was as sweet as compliments
What if it was as strong as temptation
What if it was as beautiful as the perfect musical strum
What if
What if it charged  only with love
What if it produced only with Godly aspirations
What if it's motivation was your  ambition
What...if


<3 <3 <3


Say something to soothe my fears
Say something so my ears can finally stop there endured struggle to listen
Say something so my heart can slow they blazin speeds
Say something so my  mind will stop it's panicing n scattered thoughts
Say something so the sweat won't reach my knee bent  ground
Say something so mouth will stop it's clinched tension
Say something so my eyes can open two a new tmr 
Say something so that my soul can finally ease into soaring freedom

Say something Baby... 


XoXo <3



Music of the Day:

Yours to Own-Trip Lee 

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Feed the Ears & Soul


So I'm NASTY sick!! Hacking coughs, water slide nose, desert mouth and skin, as well as a stuffed animal head!! Ugh its the worst,but I still Thank God for waking me up today! :D Well since I'm sick,I'm staying in bed today and I'M BORED!!! To save myself from the horrible crippling effects of boredom, I have decided to either give you a review of my favorite music or my favorite movies!! Favorite music raised its hand first so its the winner!! Come on Down..... *Price is Right music* lol

My absolute favorite music isn't real known and probably isn't very popular in this culture,but its lyrical truth mixed with sizzling beats gets me too hyped!! :DD

Christian Hip Hop/Gospel Rap/ Jesus Musik whatever you call it...ME LOVE IT! <3 Here are a few of my favorite artist and at least one of my favorite songs from each of their CD'S :DD


The 116 Clique : Roman 1:16 For I am not ashamed of the Gospel for  it is God's Salvation to everyone who believes! :D




Lecrae  






























Trip Lee
























Those are my Fav artist from Christian hip tho I listen to many others these guys are at the top of my list!! :D I forgot to mention Christian R&B tho with my Fav singer Stacie Orrico!! <3 <3






Stacie Orrico 




















All of these musicians have top quality music that not only feeds your ears but your soul check them out, download the music, BUMP THEM LOUD!


XoXo <3

 P.S.

Wow!! I just have to tell you the story behind this post! When I first tried to publish this post about 3 days ago nothing would go right the videos were mixed with the albums, words were squashed between the images, I got so frustrated that I just quit! Today I decided to try it again and again everything went wrong and I was losing my patience. I had just exited out of my blog when I was like why am I giving up? Will I give in the real world when life gets hard? NO I WONT!! As you can see from my published post, I succeeded in my goal! I learned first of all patience and second of all not to give up on anything! God is Good!! The lessons we most need in life are taught in the smallest ways!! Notice them and be sure not in fail them! :D

So that I can really have life...

HAPPY NEW YEARS!! :DD 2011

For some reason I am at a lost of ideas, so I'm just gonna write what I'm thinking.  I just want to thank Jesus for giving me life and saving me from myself so that I can really have life! My Goal this year is to Love God with all my heart, mind and soul!! && To love all people as i love myself!! I'm trying to love the hell out of everybody!! That's my true purpose on this earth... IS IT YOURS??

XoXo <3

Music of  the Day:

Kambino:"Real Life"